Currently Playing The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill By Lauryn Hill see related

Well, spring break has sucked like usual. I really haven't done anything, but sit in the house and follow my mom around. I have been really bored. I am posting again. It feels ok, except for the fact that I really have nothing to talk about. School is ok, people still suck, there are not enough hours in the day, and yet I am alive, mentally stable (for a while anyway), at peace, and carefree. Literally, CARE-FREE! It is great! Even though some crazy shit has happened recently, I don't care because it is not on me. So, life goes on. I have however realized that I have been neglectful of the people who matter in my life. People like Dan, Nick, Abby, David B., Estephy, and Jazmine. I am sorry. Life has just had me really busy and I love it, but I have recently realized that it is not fair to others. I will try my hardest to rebuild these bridges and cross over to each one of you in due time. I really am sorry.

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Currently Playing Can'Tneverdidnothin (+1 Bonus Track) By Nikka Costa see related

Yesterday, I went to a studio where my mom was shooting a film. It's called "Meet the Family". It's kind of like "Guess Who's Coming to Dinner" and "The Nutty Professor" all in one. It's hilarious and my mom has some of the funniest lines. I just pretty much sat there taking in everything since I had never been on a movie set before. It was cool. They had all these t.v. screens for playback, cameras, lights...it was like nothing I've ever seen before.

I got along with everyone. The entire cast was great and so was the crew, except for this old man who played the grandfather in the movie who was just evil. He was a bitter, old, drama queen, with a bad back. It was horrible. He was so rude and disrespectful to everyone. Anyways, I really become good friends with this guy named James. I mean, he was funny and sweet and intelligent and very attractive. I pretty much hung out with him all day and then later on he gave me his number so we could hang out.

Everything was cool until I found out that everyone was going to be there until 2:00 a.m. Everybody was delirious and just crazy. It was kind of funny. So, we end up not leaving until 4:00 a.m. and I think everyone was just happy to finally be done. They had been doing that for 5 days straight. It was insane. Other than that though, I had a great day. It was fun seeing everything and meeting everybody. I hope I get to do that sort of thing in the near future.

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Currently Playing Destiny Fulfilled By Destiny's Child Free see related

The funniest thing about my situation is that I am not extremely sad or depressed or even mad. I almost think it's funny and kind of don't care. It's on them. I am just kind of free...

Ain't no feeling like being free
When your mind's made up
And your hearts in the right place, yeah
Ain't no feeling like being free
When you've done all you could
But what's misunderstood
(It's all good, it's all good)
Ain't no feeling like being free
I'm like an eagle set free
And finally I'm looking out for me
Ain't no feeling like being free
Cause my minds made up
And my heart is in the right place, yeah

I haven't felt this way in so long.

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Currently Playing Greatest Hits By Shania Twain I'll Getcha Good see related

Today was ok.

I didn't get to turn in my English paper or my Tennis Paper. I am going to e-mail them to my teachers tonight because my computer has been held hostage for 3 weeks because my mom has been using it for this music program for her CD and then after her, my brother gets on and stays on it until 12 midnight, wtf? I haven't been writing this entries with my computer. I was over someone elses house for a tiny bit and that's about it. Plus, I can't find my school i.d. card so, the Librarian won't let me work in the library either. That is what I am going to write in my email.

Anyway, I miss someone and I wish they were here with me. They always make me laugh and keep me happy. We talk about abstract stuff sometimes and then just normal dorky crap together. It is great. I just wish I had that tonight, but I will have it tomorrow. I just need to last the night.

For some weird reason, I am listening to Shania Twain...I just love all kinds of music and she can sing so well...plus, her music is cool.

Anyway I must leave with this...

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Currently Reading Postmortem By Patricia Cornwell see related

School was ok today. I had a test in Alg. II, but that's ok. It wasn't hard. The day went by kind of slow. Actually just kind of medium. Anyway, I talked to some friends of mine that I haven't talked to one on one with in a while today. It was cool and comforting. After school, I saw one of my best friends who was going back up to college. It was nice to see him. 

Now I am bored and have homework. I should really start it right now, but "I don't really...feel like it." - SBSP

Anyway, I will leave with this...

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